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"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." - John 16:33

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    pick up the phone // dragonette

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    — 1 week ago with 133 notes
    #dragonette  #music  #sexmusic  #music to have sex to  #sex music 
    So far so good

    I’m on my second week of work at the bakery! It sure is different than last summer. Now we have pizzas and sandwiches, so I had to learn some new things. I’m getting the hang of it now (finally), but it was definitely nice not having to learn everything. The girls I work with are nice, I’m getting to know them a bit more. They are older than me, but I kind of like that better, less drama. Workplace drama is the worstttt. 

    Other than working, I have been doing three things: working out, eating and playing sims. I have no life. Thankfully, I am okay with that right now. I like being a hermit. Less stress :p One of my friends is coming over for the weekend though, so it will be a nice break. None of my friends from home are here this summer, which is so weird. Drew (bf) is also gone back home as well, so I feel like an addict going cold turkey! Work has kept me busy though, and I’ve learned the most important thing is to stay positive! I find it so easy to slip into negativity, must not let that happen. 

    I have a list of goals that I plan to accomplish this summer, I guess I could get started on those too. Anyone have any good summer goals? 

    YAY for positivity and hermits! 

    — 1 week ago
    #friends  #no friends  #summer  #hermit  #work  #new  #sims  #lonely  #pep talk  #positive  #negative 
    How fast can you read? →

    This is so cool! it analyzes how fast you read, and then compares you to others. I read 117% faster than the national average!

    — 1 week ago
    #reading  #fast  #speed  #staples  #national reading average 
    "You can never be overdressed or overeducated."
    Oscar Wilde (via booksandnerds)

    (via athousandlittlewords)

    — 2 weeks ago with 303 notes
    "You are beautiful like demolition. Just the thought of you draws my knuckles white. I don’t need a god. I have you and your beautiful mouth, your hands holding onto me, the nails leaving unfelt wounds, your hot breath on my neck. The taste of your saliva. The darkness is ours. The nights belong to us. Everything we do is secret. Nothing we do will ever be understood; we will be feared and kept well away from. It will be the stuff of legend, endless discussion and limitless inspiration for the brave of heart. It’s you and me in this room, on this floor. Beyond life, beyond morality. We are gleaming animals painted in moonlit sweat glow. Our eyes turn to jewels and everything we do is an example of spontaneous perfection. I have been waiting all my life to be with you. My heart slams against my ribs when I think of the slaughtered nights I spent all over the world waiting to feel your touch. The time I annihilated while I waited like a man doing a life sentence. Now you’re here and everything we touch explodes, bursts into bloom or burns to ash. History atomizes and negates itself with our every shared breath. I need you like life needs life. I want you bad like a natural disaster. You are all I see. You are the only one I want to know."
    Henry Rollins (via eletheowl)
    — 2 weeks ago with 198 notes
    Updates

    I start work tomorrow! I have been home for a week, and am kind of excited to get into routine and a schedule. Plus, working at the bakery will be so much fun! I worked there last summer as well, but they added so much while I was gone, there will be so many new things to learn! 
    Home can be a bit lonely, mom is gone on her big New York trip until Tuesday, and while it is nice to be back with the fam again I am definitely missing some friends. I am used to spending most of my time at school with others, some coming back has been… different. Most of my home friends are not returning for the summer, so it is just lil old me! My boyfriend and I are going to be apart as well. This is proving to be hard. Not that I don’t think our relationship can’t take it, its just different going from spending every night together to no nights together for four months. There is a four hour time difference between our us, which is more of a challenge than many would think! I am usually up and awake for hours before him, and he is up long after I go to bed. I’m trying to think of some things that we can do as a couple while still apart, like movie dates, or online games, but even that is hard. I know that everything will work out though, I need to have a positive attitude. This, for me, is one of the most important parts. I often get into slums where I become a hermit, and don’t really talk to anyone. I get moody, and emotional. This summer, I am vowing “Less Negativity!!”. Let’s hope this works. 

    — 2 weeks ago
    #work  #summer  #boyfriend  #emotional  #positive  #negative  #family  #home  #school  #mood 

    Kiss me hard before you go, summertime sadness. I just wanted you to know that baby you’re the best.

    I’ve got that summertime, summertime sadness 

    (Source: Spotify)

    — 4 weeks ago with 7 notes
    #summertime sadness  #summer  #lana del rey  #born to die  #music  #chill  #sad 
    "life is waiting for the ones who lose control"
    Tenth Avenue North
    — 1 month ago with 2 notes
    #let it go  #tenth avenue north  #music  #christian  #christian music  #praise  #worship